MadPharmacist UNDER RENOVATION!!!

2003-07-07T10:00:00.000-07:00

ENTRAPMENT We all know that power pertains to dominion. Power is the capability to influence or control a specified capacity. It has lots of definitions, may it be in Statistics, Physics, and Mathematics or in real life power captures one’s mind to build anything that can magnetize authority over anything. Money is the root of all evil they say but it is used by many nations to build relationships. As much as we know that it is an instrument to provide us with our daily needs, it is also used to obtain power. A lot of questions are already running in my mind as I type this profound topic that my brains cells are working on. Instead of resting because it is already midnight, I’m here thinking of what to say and breaking my silence. Education is needed in all countries and I cannot understand the separation of universities from one another. Why can’t public and private schools be one to have a standard education for everyone? Is it because of money? Is there discrimination because of power? I do understand that money is needed for materials in school but can’t a good person of capability or all those who have authority be focused on this first? Many people have destroyed lives because they are uneducated not only in academics but in morality as well. Families go on separate ways because of money and power. Have you seen that or watch some cases in the court? Not only will you find murder cases but lawsuits of a family member against another because of land or authority for a certain kind of immovable assets. People are cramming and can’t take away their itchy hands from getting money to have power. Families and relationships are destroyed. They are not anymore different from fraternities that are against philanthropy and so much caste system loving. Money is an instrument to provide each person’s needs but sad to say, not only do we use it for our needs but for useless things. People already die for money. Prostitution is another example. If you ask ladies or people who are in this kind of job they will tell you the same story. They need money. This is to supply their daily needs but then they will not only say that but also will tell you that they need it so people may respect them and not look down on them. Money as I said earlier is the root of all evil and when it becomes so powerful we become powerless and needless to say it may control us so much so destroy us. Why am I bringing this up? I am afraid…too afraid for everybody. I am also afraid because it is already looming over my life. Destroying it. This article might be losing some more contents in your opinion. It is in your discretion to fill up whatever I might have not put here. I am sorry to end this but those are some of the examples I may cite. I hope it won’t run our lives…my only hope is that I may start my family right---that we may not be controlled nor be entraped, that we may build a good relationship so others may see so everybody can break free.

2003-07-03T08:15:00.000-07:00

BLOGGER will always be a BLOGGER Hahaha it’s already JULY..I have awaken from my long sleep. I guess I’m still a blogger. This is where I put my ideas and literally I have slept for a long time. A lot has happened to me and this might turn out to be a novel once I start telling everybody about my long sleep. Right now, I see myself as a bummer…hmmm you got that right…I have no work and I just stay here at home. Now, I have gained even more weight. I decided to have my aerobics class and I am hoping that my plans will push through. About those plans…SECRET!!! The madpharmacist is really happy now…really satisfied. I guess God gave me an angel to carry me with HIS wings… I hope everything would turn out fine even if my everyday life isn’t what I really want it to be. *have you noticed? I didn’t had the time to fix this page…hahaha still under renovation

2003-02-09T08:42:00.000-08:00

CHOCOLATES ON WEEKENDS Haaaa..weekends..i love it!!! This is where I could only take my rest from the tiring 5 business days I have to come with. Now what do I do on weekends>>>RELAXING!!! One way to relax is just going online and meeting my friends here on the net because I’m sure that the friends I have here are resting as well. What did I do this day? Just chatted hahahaaha and made “kulitan” with some of my friends… I saw one of my pals and I named him reeses….the story? Well here it is: Hahahaha basically this is just simple because I’m fond of giving pet names to people here in the net. I just called him reeses because he told me he was eating reeses while we were into room hopping by that time and made kulitan with people we don’t know. When he started to say he was eating reeses pieces I suddenly felt that my mouth watered and I’d like to have reeses too. I asked for him to give me one which is sooo impossible because he’s half the world away>>>maybe because of desperation….haaaaaaaaaa Now he told me after sometime that he finished his reeses and he has twix so he’d call me twix after I started calling him reeses…I thought of giving him a pet name because that’s so sweet and after all we don’t talk a lot….( he’s always busy kala mo artista hahahahaha) Basically, I didn’t have any chocolates for weekends literally!!! I saw a chocolate that is… chocolates are friends…they are sweet and you’ll always love them. You have to savor them while they lasts. Like true chocolates who are still in business these days and always loved by people, THEY LAST A LIFETIME *reeses tutorial sessions are still on sa blog ha?

2003-01-09T01:54:00.000-08:00

MADPHARMACIST AT BREAK i am a pharmacist and it is odd because i do not mix chemicals right now or dispense drugs or whatsoever...the thing is i miss what i am supposed to do. i miss who i am supposed to be. i know i do good in chatting with people on the net and in real world and that's where i am right now---communicating to people. i know this is a stepping stone and will actually help me learn how to deal with people because i am suppose to deal with people in my being a pharmacist...maybe i could just formulate formulas or expose how we mix ingredients here or basic knowledge that i could share to people...hmmmmm hmmmm i can formulate formulas of recipes and other stuff...what else? the latest in all things??? >> i could not probably do that because i don't know anything right now for i just basically get out of the house to work and go home to rest..hmmm let me see... well... well... i don't know... i just hope i make my blog as often as i could...i'll be sure to update it.. I HOPE !!!

2002-10-29T17:21:00.000-08:00

waaaaggghhhh d ko pa update to madami na nagdaan....magHOLLOWEEN na...tapos nagDUKOT QUEEN na...ala pa ren UPDATE busy ako kse sa job...(grabe magwork..ayaw ko naaaa) hi kay true, persh, myst, lolo bing>>salamat sa lahat...kenchie, andi....

2002-09-27T21:18:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow mornin' if you wake up And the sun does not appear I...I will be here If in the dark we lose sight of love Hold my hand and have no fear 'Cause I...I will be here I will be here When you feel like bein' quiet When you need to speak your mind I will listen And I will be here When the laughter turns to cryin' Through the winnin' and losin' and tryin' We'll be together 'Cause I will be here Tomorrow mornin' if you wake up And the future is unclear I...I'll be here Just as sure as seasons are made for change Our lifetimes are made for years I...I will be here I will be here You can cry on my shoulder When the mirror tells us we're older I will hold you And I will be here To watch you grow in beauty And tell you all the things you are to me I will be here I will be true To the promise I have made To you and to the One who gave you to me I...I will be here And just as sure as seasons are made for change Our lifetimes are made for years 'Cause I... I will be here.... We'll be together, forever 'Cause I will be here I will be here

2002-09-21T05:56:00.000-07:00

BIG WORLD A new world comes with a great challenge. You will have another path to take and another name to make. One week is through and I survived it. It’s good because I am already eager for the next week. I find the training so helpful and I did make friends. It’s really a new world because I get to be with different people and different culture. The great thing about it is that I get to have new clothes…business suits and the like for young professionals. I do hope that this big world I am into will be great for me and for my loved ones. I am doing the best I can so that I may help other people. I hope that when things get complicated, I may be able to find strength for myself and for them.

2002-09-16T04:41:00.000-07:00

e-telemambie “thank you for calling etelemambie, this is mambie speaking how may I help you?” this line is what I’ll be saying in the next few months. My first day was okay. I met a lot of men and women…my future officemates. My life is beginning to change. I’ll be having a 6 am to 3 pm schedule this week and another schedule next week. It was fun doing the activities with people you hardly know. We were divided into 2 groups namely ADAMS and BUSH. I am in team ADAMS and Bush has a schedule of 3 pm to 12 mindnight. I hope everything will turn out fine. We have good benefits, compensation and excellent training. Thank you Lord for all of this….please bless me that I may be happy in the company.

2002-09-15T01:24:00.000-07:00

BIG CHANGE Today is a new week for me, a big change that is. Tomorrow will be my first day at work. Yep, I took the offer of e-telecare so I’m in it. I am very excited and very nervous at the same time….I hope the people there are nice. I’d like to thank the Lord for blessing me while I took the series of interviews and tests in the said company. I really prayed to pass because I’ve been depressed and I came to the point thinking that I was not competitive enough or that I am a BIG FAILURE. My parents…the whole family…lordfoo, seven and espie for your advices and support. To my friend Arianne who’s been there for me (thanks for bearing my wailing on phone), to loocsynnad my Bb ( thanks for being there pre’). Bb is the one who introduced me to their company. Now, we are not only chatmates and best buddies in the internet but company mates as well. Hi to meg, persh, myst, kenchie and andi ( my fellow bloggers), to the UP peeps too and the WW2BM gang… Hope this big change will turn out fine.

2002-09-13T23:43:00.000-07:00

PRACTICALITY AND CAREER What’s new with this mad pharmacist? I just passed the series of interviews and tests in e-telecare and now I don’t know if I’ll accept the job. I will be having a contract for 1 year and if I don’t meet the agreement…I have to pay a fine of 45 thou. Now, I dunno what to do… Maybe I’ll take this offer then after a year, I will practice my profession. I’m only 21 and that makes me 22 next year…I am still young , am I not. Because of the financial problem here in the Philippines, careers are destroyed so I have to think so much about this. I think my head is about to explode. Do I have to be practical or career-oriented?

2002-09-13T04:28:00.000-07:00

WISHY WASHY “When you wish upon a star, there’s no difference who you are. Anything your heart desires will come to you” This song is familiar to everyone and yes, this is a song for most hopeful persons in achieving their dreams. The thing is when the dream is about to come true, are we ready for the complete change in our lives? Wishes like having this and that gives strength for most people. These wishes become one’s inspiration in being successful. We are always excited to know the following pages of each of our very own books of life but we seem to change our minds or we get disturbed when we know that it is coming true. Dreams that come true sometimes hinder us to be the “real us”. A complete change will occur especially when people think about themselves more even if they are already opposing the welfare of others. Wishes and dreams must be always centered towards goodness. Not only for your own but for the good of all so even if there will be a complete change that will make the world a better place. Some wishes that come true when it comes to you are just washed away by your ambitions. Sometimes because of so many ambiguous opportunities we become really disturb that we can’t anymore see our wishes. Like what is said, anything that you heart desires will come to you. When you desire you must have the energy to drive to it. These wishes will not merely become ornamental but an achievement that will forever be carved with your name. Whatever will happen you must have one decision to it

2002-09-11T08:28:00.000-07:00

BETWEEN HEROES AND DEATH A lot of people died in the twin tower attack in new york. The whole world cried and still cries for the death of those heroes. Hero? Death? We usually make a person a hero when he is dead. We commemorate people when they are gone and wish that they were alive. We seem to have this doing of just seeing the goodness of the person when he is gone and seeing his bad reputation when that person is alive. I wished Mambie can be a hero too so people will see the bright side of her. Let there be peace on earth And let it begin with me Let there be peace on earth The peace that was meant to be With God as our Father Brothers all are we Let me walk with my brother In perfect harmony Let peace begin with me Let this be the moment now With every step I take Let this be my solemn vow To take each moment and live each moment In peace eternally Let there be peace on earth And let it begin with me

2002-09-10T04:09:00.000-07:00

THE AGONY OF STUPIDITY Cry…and cry until you want to but you don’t. It is as if all is shattered and darkness loomed over you. All that weight is in your mind, your soul and your heart that creates this pain, this agony because of stupidity. You know you can do better but you didn’t. It is as if nothing is left of you. As time passes by, your energy and your life quietly leave without you knowing it. You need to be sharpened my dear and you need to be better. Depression slowly progresses and that is the irony. You seem to have all pain and you can’t do anything. You feel so small that the world is too big for you but the truth remains that the world is small for all. Progression slowly depresses and that is the problem. Nothing seems to turn out fine and you become useless. There is no improvement and you feel worst because you think that you are aging but you are. These are my agonies in life. These are life’s truths, its ups and downs. Surely they are yours too.

2002-09-09T04:08:00.000-07:00

PROBLEMS OF A NEW BLOGGER what are the problems of a new blogger? now let me see... 1st... even though u know how to log in the internet, you still don't know how to design this blog to be a SUPERB one! 2nd...there are lots of codes to know so u may change ur fonts..put on designs... 3rd... eventhough you want others to visit your blog, you can't brag it because it is still under renovation... 4th....you don't know what to put on your blog.... 5th....time passes by and you still think that you and your blog are both LOSERS! *****whew! it's obvious...that's my problem...the blog is my problem because even if i love the blog..the BLOG doesn't LOVE me..aargggghhhhhhhhh!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOOCSYNNAD!!! ( my Bb in ww2bm) *** I miss the UP room ( can't we have any reunion in the room????) ****

2002-09-08T22:13:00.000-07:00

hello everyone...i dunno what to do and what to say...maybe later i will be.. kenchie help naman to beautify my blog oh..help me to post pictures here... i am depress today.....

2002-09-07T18:53:00.000-07:00

wow this is great!!! thanks myst...but then i still don't know how to change my fonts and put commands here for the pictures... it is my lil' brother's birthday today and there's pansit, chicken...etc. here!!! what's new? i dunno...i hope it will be good.

2002-09-07T09:13:00.000-07:00

ahhhh i don't know what to do. it's 12:00 midnight here and i can't even set my blog time to philippine time..GOSH!!! i just came in, i went to watch bourne identity and it was good but not that fantastic. i am depressed because i didn't get to talk with my friend danny and my blog is just a big D (disaster)! i don't even know how to change fonts.....aarggghhhh i am so stupid! i hope i may post a picture of anything or anyone here.....

2002-09-07T00:43:00.000-07:00

now it's 3:30 and i don't know how to make my blog wonderful so it is still UNDER RENOVATION!!!!...i dunno anything! MYSTEEEKKKK help me out......

2002-09-06T09:44:00.000-07:00

it's 12:30 am here and i am still alive and kicking here online. haaaa....ADDICTION!!!...well i am still here because i get to chat with the most wonderful people in yahoo ( ww2bm ..i miss the UP rum too). i have bigger eyebags now that they look like balikbayan boxes already. it's saturday and i can log only from 5 pm daily onwards because we may not recieve important calls...i would like to thank IMA for the blogpage (that's mistek!). she's really amazing and very thoughtful...she did this for me! well i am about to go to sleep...i do hope i may get a good dream!!! i am quite happy because i got to talk with a good friend of mine. i hope he makes a good decision with his job ( u know who you are ). hi andi, persh, mistek, kenchie....lolo....tell me more about blog and i have to ask you a lot about this... just post your messages in the tag board, okay....i have to go now...i have to take my sleep. i hope i do sleep well. sweet dreams mambie!!!

2002-09-06T02:24:00.000-07:00

ok okay...this me and my new blog? it's persh who introduced this to me..(thanks persh). now at least i can express myself here!!! hmmm.. what's new about me? i am currently a big BUM because i don't have a job at this moment though i will have a series of examinations and that i will apply for companies next week. i hope i find a good job because i ram really not feeling well about being a BUM. i hope this blog thing will help me as a BUM...what else? i have nothing to say except that i hope to trim down soon....hehehehehehe